Ignorance is bliss

October 21, 2007 - Sunday

Why is it that regardless of what time I go to sleep, I can't sleep in past 9 am? I used to be so good at sleeping. My eyes would slowly open around 3 pm and I would rush around trying to get ready for work at 5. The club sandwich I ate when I got there would be breakfast.

I guess I'm slowing down, turning into an adult, becoming lame, whatever you want to call it. I've become a 9-5, Monday thru Friday drone. I try to tell myself that because I am a waitress on the weekends I'm immune to it. It's a lie. I start to yawn at midnight and my bed sounds better than the second shot I've been offered.

It's either slow down and admit what I am or go out, spend too much money and try to live in denial. The former is starting to sound a bit better every weekend.